posted by Ryan @ 7:11 PM
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today by pubes
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Monday, May 29, 2006
going down :(
Lately ive been feeling really shithouse. As the football season gets further underway, my groing just keeps staying the same. I want to play a game this year, no, more then that, i want to play finals this year, and to do that, i need to play four games to qualify. I live for AFL, and I wouldnt its taken this to realise how much I really do miss it, but its showing me more and more how much im anxious to play again.
Having it taken away from me is just unfair, and ever time my groin hurts, it mentaly fucks me up, because it lets me know im still injured. I still lose sleep these days over missing out on the Grand Final last year. I mean fuck it I have a point to make over last year, but yet i havnt been able to step foot onto the field. Im unfit, and it makes me feel like shit. I had a chat to troy *personal trainer* this morning, and it wasnt hugely deep, but i could tell in his eyes that he was listening and knew exactly what i was talking about. Ive come to learn that when you have a trainer, be it a coach or a running or strength trainer, you form an almost personal bond. You feel you can tell them alot of things. Thats what i love about training. And thats why im confident that Troy will help me as much as i can to get back on track...
i just wanted to let a bit off my chest...
posted by Ryan @ 11:54 AM
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
a change of pace.
First I want to say my condolences to Sophie and her family over the loss of her pop. You know Im here for you if you need it, and im sorry I cant give you a big hug right now. Love you (and your family)lots!
Next on the agenda, I had a pretty weird weekend. It was different in many ways, and for many reasons there were too many negatives. I dont wish to go into it, but it annoyed me, my personal actions and those of others. I have decided that for a while I want to avoid those situations, or be in a state of mind to foresee them and prevent them from occuring. So ive decided on changing a few things that I do...
This is not a new concept, recently, I have realised that I need to commit more to my personal goals when it comes to my training, which are no easy feat. I want to be in peak shape for the day when I am again given the all clear to play AFL. This will mean a fair few changes for me, the first of which is throwing away drinking again. Ive done it before for about 7 months, and I was quite proud of that achievement. I may have the occasional beer, but on the whole I will not drink at all. My dietary activity will change, as will certain aspects of my late night activites. I want to just settle and focus on my studies and my training, all of you who know me know that im happiest after I have pushed myself as much as I can on the training track, and know that I have left nothing in the tank - as we say.
Personally I am looking forward to it. Just being settled, relaxed, fit and healthy.
Maybe I should just go on big brother for a while...
Ryan...
posted by Ryan @ 10:44 PM
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
yall want an update
due to popular demand, well ok sophie, i have to update!
umm uni, uni, training, bhoncitus, uni, and thats it!
no really it is...
bye!
posted by Ryan @ 7:11 PM
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Korn
Last night was KORN and disturbed, and boy did it go off. Nat, Stefff, Brock and I all hit river stage and watched one mad concert. We missed 10 years, saw hatebreed, but didnt really like them at all. Disturbed went off, and that fucker of a lead singer has one crazy voice live. The sound was awesome for an outside event! when Korn came on, the crowd went mad. They started with some pretty old songs we didnt really know, but when they got into the oldies and that it was awesome. It was a shame I had a huge headache, and that where ever you went some c**t was smoking weed. Its was disgusting. Anyway apart from that, i noticed it was a crowd full of people who would have probably got beaten on in high school. Like a chick with a shaved head, with a spot of dreads with blue and red strands. She was hot, well that is if you think pigs are hot. :P...
I think stefff was the only person there wearing bright green, which was handy when we had to find where we were going again! But all in all, it was a mad night, had a great time, and it was awesome to see two huge name bands live!
pubes...
posted by Ryan @ 1:56 PM
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Sunday, April 23, 2006
Friday, April 21, 2006
update
hanging with chris tonight
going to first roos match tomorrow - as a spectator :(
AFL at brisi that night
assignments sunday
korn monday
drunk monday night
recovery/ assignments tuesday
there thats what ill be up to...
posted by Ryan @ 6:35 PM
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
get this bit of flamin fury up yay!
ladies i pose a question, one brought to the attention of yours truly by stefff, and one that must at least once go into the mind of guys everywhere. I first though this when at sexpo, stefff, well he had his own reason. So here it is:
How can any guy, compete with a 12" rock solid vibrating dildo that his missus brought? especially if it does some kind of weird arse trick, like i dunno backflips or something.
But then again, why do guys chase pussy when a hand makes a good fake vagina?
touche my boy...
makes you wonder huh?
heres a picture:
posted by Ryan @ 2:56 PM
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Monday, March 20, 2006
Sunday, March 19, 2006
thanks sophie!
had a madcore time, hanging with you for the past 24 hours, respect!
R.C.
posted by Ryan @ 7:42 PM
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worst.sms.ever!but.really.also.the.best.
Supposed to be sent to stefff, during the funky formal last night;
"Msg sophie and say you hear you(r) boobs look nice tonight..."
- I sent it to sophie :P
and I did it again this morning. I rule...
posted by Ryan @ 11:16 AM
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